i don't know whether its just my feeling or the truth but i've felt the distance between kwy and I ... gatau harus gimana, tp gabohong ini sedih banget.. call me cengeng, call me sensitive. tp gue coba buat jujur.. jujur sama perasaan gue sendiri...
sebelumnya gue udah janji sama diri gue gabakal cengeng. but how could i not cry when i dont' have anyone to share.. ya gue ga gt deket sama temen-temen sekolah gue. deket sih, tapi yang gue mau didengerin semua yang pengen gue keluarin...
Terlebih dari semuanya gue kangen kawai..kangen bgt..i don't care fuckin miles between us, gue ga peduli kalo intesitas gue buat lo .. all the matters is the qualitty of our relathionship.
ada yang berubah, gue gatau apa...entah perasaan gue atau gimana..tapi gue sedih..gue ngerasain sesuatu...someone told me, namanya juga anak sekolah mereka ketemu orang baru dan pasti bakal ada masa seneng-seneng sama temennya, lo harus siap sama itu..
Well, gue tau kok kalo itu..dan gue gamau egois, tp gatau gue masih ngerasa aneh... belom lagi akhir-akhir ini sering berantem...
The distance between us has separated us..and has been decreasing our chat frequency.. but it can never make me stop loving my man..never...
Salah gak sih kalo gue ngerasa was? salah ga sih kalo gue takut ada cewe yang bisa bikin dia nyaman disana, dan pada akhirnya cewe itu ngerebut dia dr gue? salah ga sih kalo gue jealous? salah ga sih kalo gue bete ga dikabarin?
gue cm gatau harus apa sekarang..hrs gimana..hrs biasa aja taua ikut-ikutan cuek..should i stop talking? stop carring?
Well, kalaupun emang harus begitu, jawabannya gue gabisa..ga akan pernah bisa..sekali lagi he is only my weakness...
tp disisi lain i wnna be chased, just ONCE. i just wanna feel allright..sekali aja..
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you will never know how much i miss u, you will never know how much fights i have with myself...
i love u, and only u wy...and i'll never be okey without u..and I just can hope u feel the same...
with love
sarah,
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